rediscovering eden
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
dailies
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
-9:20 PM
; i want to hold you till i dietill we both break down and cryi want to hold you till the fear in me subsidesim sorry about what happened in school today. sorry for worrying you guys im really quite. alright now. (and thank you shao. for a shoulder that's never failed me before.) maybe i really have been bottling things up abit too long. too much. whatever. was a horrible place for it to all get out anyway. haha. sighs.
; slow down. this night's a perfect shade of dark bluei need to stop wishing i could have the things that i know i cant possibly have. even if somehow. sometimes. it seems like its possible. because deep down inside you know its not. and if i stay in my dream any longer im the only one who ends up being hurt anyway.
i wish you knew you're messing me up. i wish i could say something to you. that might just let you. know that you are.
i wish i was more expressive. where is that lit skill man. damn. oh yeah. and im starting to talk like hwach guys. T_T it kind of scares me. gee. now i use IMBA. and GG. which is wrong. completely. mrlee would be so disappointed. rawr. again, where is that lit skill. damn.
; i miss you. dammit. ; you call me up, because you know i'll be there.
Friday, January 18, 2008
-9:23 PM
; and when you need someone to ease the pain, you can lean on me - my love will still remain.i should go listen to mltr soon. i admit to being excessively cranky recently. and i wish i wasnt in such a bad mood there really is no reason for it. like. completely. whatever.
i like school
i dont mind the lectures
i dont like the lecturers
i like my classmates
i still lovelove og35
i love salt centre
yeah. whatever. i went running today...
and then i ate 150 calories so i feel unaccomplished. dammit i knew i shouldnt have touched the lays. so not worth it.
but thank you
amanda for running with me : D
and
jianrui for accompanying me before training : D
and zara for being devastatingly adorable and lovely although almost everyone we saw was like. EH. FAMILY OUTING AH? =.= but anyway.
okay mltr.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
-9:29 PM
i miraculously fell asleep doing stuff.
or at least. i played. then leaned against the wall for half a second. and fell asleep. woke up. felt crappy. shifted to the couch. and fell asleep again.
which just probably means im overtired.
i blame orientation. though i love it very much still. -rubseyes-
ohwell. i hope i dont sleep during church later. i havent been going much already it would be bad for me to sleep so much some more. heh lol. r
awr. its back to school in a few days im devastated about how my new shoes are so freaking dirty already as a consequence of orientation i should have stuck with my old school shoes all the way [is angry at self]
but anyway i realized ive been so caught up with orientation ive barely had time to think about very many things. and my mum isnt too happy that i havent touched the newspaper for so many days coz i come back so late everynight.
im quite sad though. because i dont want my house to become hotel like that. i like my house.
okay i confess i actually want to see the baby who has already learnt how to flip. (:
i honestly want to mop up my msn list anyway. to make space for new people. only i cant even remember which emails are those which arent in use anymore. but its okay for now i dont really need to mop up my msn list that much anyway.
i need to get 1) female stuff. 2) new earrings my second earhole is ready! 3) coloured hair accessories to further flaunt my newfound college freedom to the juniors on the bus.
im kidding. i lost my black ones over orientation. ^^
already i miss jumpstart `08!
Friday, January 11, 2008
-9:32 PM
these 8 days of orientation are days that me and many other hwach people wont forget.
especially the C1s.
JUMPSTART `08
- thank you - shuoxian and the rest of OG35 for making this such a memorable orientation for me. still LOVE you guys lots and lots.
- senior class 07A10 for welcoming us and buying us pizza and goodies!
- SHENHONG. for choreography which pwned ass.
- JOLENE. MELODY. DEB. MSNG. CLARE and the rest of the banner painting team for an AWESOME 2nd PLACE JOB.
- 08A10!!!! because we are cool LIKE THAT.
i guess i feel quite sorry that today's the lastlast day of orientation. its been. just. exhilarating awesome while it lasted and i dont regret not missing a day of it. im more than just "a little" tired to go into details now. but i guess orientation is an experience i'll never ever ever ever ever forget.
because its awesomeness all the way through. from OG games to time attack to classperformance to campfire. everything just screamed awesomeness.
and i love HWACH. and 08A10. and ARES.
and the journey's only just begun
