-10:31 PM

okay so well it wasnt really "i dont like" anymore. the new intakers are all nice people (:
tag, ruizi and sharon. (: although i havent really talked to any of them much. haha. but ohwell.

i think i shall wear the ny uniform for the last time tomorrow. perhaps probably. 4 years of wearing that uniform. for all we complained about how frumpy it was. easy to dirty. long skirt. starchy blouse. SLEEVELESS blouse. and all that. really. but ahh tmr's the last day we're allowed to legally wear secondary school uniform in school. and i love hwachong. but maybe its the nostalgic feeling. the "i just want to be an ny girl again" feeling.

; and i'd do it all over again.

i really would. 112-212-311-411. those were the memories we shared which will never be forgotten. from tiny little sec1s to... smaller-than-some-sec1s-sec4s. making fun of teachers. choral night performances. HISTORYDRAMA. sekret hiding places. school at night. lifeskills camps. obs. last day of school... and all the illegal unmentionables that we've ever done the past 4 years. i dont see why anyone would regret anything we've done the past few years. its just like how lisian put it at sec4 closure last year. if you were to ask me to wear the nanyang uniform again for the next few years. i would.

i think we all would.

i should go soon my eyes feel puffy and all already. and this is one night when homework is minimal so i should. make full use of it and just go sleep.

haha i will soon..

FAC DANCE COMPETITION! POP!

it was awesome reliving jumpstart`08.

although crown wars was just utterly shitty and i got clawed in the face by ________. haha.
minesweeper was. GG.
twin soccer was utterly hilarious. tag and tagger (xiangjie). chihern. shao and lynette holding hands. and i didnt play so i felt safe and happy laughing at people.
medicmedic was quite fun. though lame. and exchanging socks was just G-R-O-S-S.
and slipperyslope. ah. the memories.

but i guess what was most.... ... happy but. a warm settling inside was during song session. especially. remembering how we used to sing all those songs as an OG. of course A10 was really fun too we had seniors - casey and zhixiang - with us bouncing hyperactively and going around the train thing. but i guess a part of me still wishes that og was together and all. and yeah... well.

; only time will tell what we're meant to have together.

why do things always have to come to an end...?

i wish college life/orientation would last forever.
and then again i wished sec3/4 would last forever too. (:

ah well.
LIFE'S LIKE THAT.

it's 11 i should go wash up quite soon.

; and i love you like you dont know
and when the world ends then maybe you'll be mine -
like i always wish you could be.


-9:15 PM

i am suddenly finding all the faculty dances very very awesome (:

although i still like the ares one the best of course. and im actually getting better at it though i still get lost at some parts. but at least i know whats going on now lol.

and the puppet part for the apollo dance is seriously... pretty. if thats the word for it. i dont know. no i dont think pretty is the word. cool, then. (:

so anyway our finalclasses+subjcombi+timetables are gonna be settled soon.
YAY to jolene and berber staying! (and mrs sh)
xiang-jie, mr shenhong and lcp are all happy men. : D
but aaaahhhhh new intake aaaahhhh. we already have one confirmed new intaker. and aaaahhhh why him! whywhy! idontlikei will refrain from comment but AAAHHH ): our class cant really fit much many more people already anyway. because only like two people left. and maximum class intake is at 30. so yeah ohwell (:

the next few days will be good days! we saw the second intake at o2 today (the waterbomb game) and stuff and its like. horribly qi1 liang2 compared to jumpstart when like the entire j1 population is just screaming their lungs out and all that. it was so freaking awesome like that. ahh the good old days. but i guess its just like. second intakers and they cant disrupt our schedule just for o2. wouldnt make sense at all since most of us have finally fallen into the study/mugger system.

and now og35 is breaking uphas broken up and we dont really talk much and all. i guess my mortal was right eventually its still down to ct because you see their "loser" faces everyday (: loser club ftw anyway (:

the next few days will be awesome/exhilarating but its so scary to realize that after that its back to REALREAL mundane college life. no more experiementing/crashing ccas. no more fac dance practices after school. and shorter breaks (now that they're including pw into the schedule + 1.5 hours math tutorial, according to my tutor) it just sounds all so scary you wish time would pass slower and all. but i suppose it all happens sooner or later so we just. LEARN TO FACE IT (:

but i will not think of the sad stuff for awhile.

JIAYOU ARES FOR DRAMAFESTE TOMORROW.
THEO+LOUISE!!!! THE HOT SEXY SHOWGIRLS FROM A10 WE LOVE YOU AND I PROMISE TO GIVE YOU FLOWERS (:

and of course JIAYOU EVERYONE prep for FAC DANCE COMPETITION! on monday.

haha yayyyyy i feel so high and enthu now (:

and once 2nd intake and our classes are confirmed we'll have STJ and JTS.
and our awesome seniorsss (:
i can actually recognize most of the people now. and alot of names though i mix up the faces sometimes. (like eujin and jackson still im sorry!) and our seniors are quite crazy awesome just like us so yay its fun like that (:

and the only person gone is you...
but we dont forget you anyway (:
im so glad we didnt lose anyone in our class to JAE.

so that's all for now.
im holding on for us.
and i dont know why we're like this.
... it perplexes me.

it really does. ):


-8:34 AM

; would the words you said to me back then still hold true now?

arrrrr im supposed to be doing research for gp but im getting horribly... sidetracked/distracted as can be seen why am i blogging instead oops.

kay neverminds. (:

i should go back to my work i will... continue this later tonight or something when im in a better position to be blogging and stuff.


-9:01 PM

i cant really imagine the emotional trauma of being an o level student now.

first prelims. then o levels. then going to college. meeting new people. building friendships. then getting your o level results. and. whatever happens after that.

its damn scary.

and i think i would cry like crap if i couldnt stay.

i suddenly feel very xing fu. xS

and well the reality of you leaving hasnt quite sunk in yet. but it will. soon. i guess.

ohwell. i should get down to homework since theres apparently no chance of slacking off classes due to jae/appeal and all that. lol. i cant really decide whether im looking forward to o2 or not. i really rather everything just stay status quo. but i guess things dont always work out the way we wish they would.

; hold on tight now. dont fall off now - dont let go.

i should take tonight to gather my thoughts.

~ 34 MORE HOURS!


-11:22 PM

the temptation to swear is incredibly great.

incredibly.

why do people always talk about thing you dont want them to.
why do people talk at all, actually.

and if i find you i might just trample on you as if you were a bug. because i REALLY want to. asdf. i need to calm down.


; sometimes all it takes is a hug.


-9:08 PM

WHITE DAY is coming soon!

for all those who don't know white day is the reverse of valentine's day so you have to give a present to the person who gave you a present for valentine's day. (:

amanda taught me that (:

so its another round of present giving! (:

okay lah lets spare my wallet this time i will be SELECTIVE about who to give presents to. yeah.

; just know that you're on my mind all the time.

i really ought to go and do something vaguely more productive than blogging but right now i dont feel quite in the mood for anything else. =_= JAE's in a few days. i dont want it to come. ): i dont want our class to split up anymore. ahlian's already left us for HP we dont want to lose anyone else. none of us want to lose anyone else. ):

yeah anyway. im completely out of my mood of giving the next few days. besides the fact that my phone bill is coming in tomorrow which = screwed. but yeah. stuff else also happens. but ohwell. life's like that. like i always say.

abit of chocolate will do the trick. (:

my vday cards/decorations adorn the wall behind me now lol. except for one. the nicest one of all of course. but ahhh so nice : D

okay im starting to ramble.

i wish i had a reason to be on skype tonight.

; and i wish i could see your smile.


-9:11 PM

ah okays i should go post on my livejournal actually.
but anyway. nevermind. (:

; somebody dreams about you every single night

(and i cant even remember the last time i was this happy.)

cross country 2008!

well it was alright. though i didnt do as well i would have liked. but its alright (: i still felt rather cheated from mass run though lol. but i suppose its mostly just the challenge involved that i enjoy in the end. which i sometimes cant really get from mass run coz like everyone... walks. lol. ahwell. life is like that. (:

but anyway.

congrats to top 20 peoples!...
competitive run people!
jolyn for 17th (:
jianrui for 8th (:
mass run people!
clare for 17th (:
jolene for 16th (:
theophi for 12th (:
valerie for 7th (:


you guys were all the awesome and i love you (:


oh and ct lunch before that was awesome (although ridiculously unhealthy before a cross run) the way we joined like. what. almost 10 tables together at kfc so that chejian could get his CHICKENWINGS. (: and we talked crap and like how rachel was playing stupid games where you have se.x and then die or something. but yeah anyway (:

valentine's day!

:D thank you all nice people who gave me presents:
piernog for the bottle of marshmallows
ZHIXIANG MY DEAREST MORTAL for the doggy soft toy+notebook+pen+choc+note!
amanda for the jelly
erwin for the chocolate and the card
jolyn for the photo card thing
dingchun for the cactus and card
terence for the.. kitten? thing...
chang for the 'i love you' keychain
jolene for the tag thing
changpeng, shenhong, lueychun for the chocs!
anzai for the truffle
rachel my bimbo sister
the guys from 08a10 for a laglag icecream treat today.
chejian for the rose
jianrui for the nicenice thing.
my SECRET VALENTINE chihern for the teddy bear+nailpolish+eyeliner
(this is never gonna end lol...)
alot of teachers for all the sweets/goodies they gave.
gloria for the chocolate cookies
and okay a huge
THANK YOU!!!!!!
to all the fantastic wonderful people there could ever be.
im sorry if i didnt mention your name here if i forgot then leave a tag i promise to put your name up or something. and I LOVE YOU.
i didnt think vday could be so fun in college and all but ahhh you guys were so awesome (:
haha i didnt even think college life could be so awesome. but ahhh you guys are making it so awesome i really love all of you guys. seriously completely absolutely (:

i got a secret message for you.

i cant believe its just been like. less than two months since i started school life in hcjc. and coz so many things have happened. so many things have changed. so many things that just. make my life different. and. so special. i dont know how to express all ive been feeling the past past month and all that. and i really. just. love. everything thats happened. and i know how we used to moan about having to go to hcjc and not be able to stay in nanyang. but ahhhh its just been so nice. (: haha and i really really dont regret anything at all the past month or so. yepyep. (:


-8:04 PM

; the fire that burns within your heart
the pain that tears your life apart
the rain that falls from broken skies...

and is this a beginning...

or the beginning of the end...?

i dunno. maybe im just thinking too much.

-blinks-

am i?

you were so far away i couldnt feel you.

for awhile. at least.

i wanna go binge on mashed potatoes at kfc again before/after cross country tomorrow.
because i miss kfc mashed potatoes and if you know me well enough youd know what bingeing on kfc mashed potatoes means. -blinks-

and i realized how little [some] friendships seem to mean to me anymore.

like how you dont even cross my mind.
like how i dont really even care anymore.
like how i dont even try to sound nice about it.
like how i dont miss your being there.


-4:21 PM

okay i thought blogger was gonna deny me during my last 5 hours or so in perth (:

so yeah. limo's coming to take us to the airport at 715 (perthtime), 615 (singaporetime), and its mostly downhill from there lol. flight's at 2255 (perthtime) and i'll be back in good ol singapore at about 3am in the morning when all you dears are fast asleep in bed and dreaming of castles. or something.

and the first thing im probably going to be doing when i get back to singapore...

is to rush lit homework =_= i have a sad life (:

yeah anyway ive gotta run in the morning tomorrow to work off all that fat from sleeping+eating+sleeping some more in perth over the past few days. so yeah. I HOPE YOU MISSED ME GUYS xD

i managed to find some little bits here there and everywhere from perth but it gets quite hard since all the souvenirs in australia are... like... commonplace. like really. its the same things over and over and over and over again. even when you go to the suburbs it gets abit better of course a LITTLE bit more unique things. and then its the same thing over and over again.

so yeah im sorry if i didnt get something for you. or something. (:

yeah. i guess thats about it. i hope i reach singapore safe and awake enough to do lit. ^_^ yeah. okays love you guys. (:


-7:01 PM

; and i will miss you when im not around.

-and when you finally get a chance to leave...
somehow you find a reason to stay

i dont want to go tomorrow ):

sighs.


-12:15 AM

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