rediscovering eden
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
dailies
Friday, March 21, 2008
-8:52 PM
i managed to plough through the first 6 chapters of beloved today and im feeling extremely proud of myself. lol. my goodness. anyway.
FACULTY CIP!
i got no pictures because i didnt bring my camera. but eh we can all wait for amanda to post photos and then kope from her. she takes the awesomest photos anyway. (:
right anywayyy the nachos machine worked perfectly fine this time so we were all happy. me and val had a kid... for awhile at least. until he disappeared off with various other people. his name was gen yi. theo the paed0 and berber had a kid too i forgot his name. so anyway my kid was really good at eating... he was drinking grass jelly. and had jelly, cotton candy and nachos consecutively until he got distracted by bubbles from a13.
the a13 guys (i think its a13 anyway) were rather good at styling the kids' hairs. especially the guys' hairs. so yeah. good job them (: and they were actually quite good at the nail polishing la. except that the colours were abit. excessively bright. and my nails ended up a rather vile dark purple colour that looked wayyyyyy too mature. but yeah ohwell.
and HAIRSPRAYYY. roarrr. orange hairspray. more specifically. i contributed to turning shao's lynette's sarah's val's... chang's.... er... aiyah and many other people's hair orange. yeah. it was fun i guess. though i had some case getting it off my scalp. ._. yeah okay i know im bad at the hairspraying thingum. but nevermind.
i ate nachos. and cheese. and they ended up with alot of cheese so people ended up drinking it. T_T and we played the foot tapping thing and the finger game for quite awhile. and i got tricked by louise. so i decided that i shouldnt suffer alone so i helped louise get more victims. and so joanna says she'll never trust me ever ever again. ):
i got around to reading jude deveraux after awhile - someone to love. because i dont know it just got generally lethargic and tiring. so i sat there and read. and read... and then when it ended i took a bus back to school. and fell asleep on the way. and coz 154 took like. ONE HOUR to get back for awhile i was actually wondering if i missed the stop. but i didnt. so yeah. i got back to school. sat at bench and read and read some more... then went for my dental... then read some random horror story at popular because i couldnt find any novel that i really liked. yeah...
i feel like ive been taking a good break from the stress and everything lately. the pressure of. bearing with stuff that made me sad. the tiredness of. waiting. going after something that perhaps was never meant to be in the first place. and then the pile of schoolwork that's just forever mounting. projects and all. expectations to meet.
... and then suddenly some of the pressure is gone. (thankyou) and well. even if its kind of. morphed into another form of pressure that i have to deal with anyway, it still feels... somehow easier. happier, perhaps. so i took some time and i managed to refocus and stuff. and THINK POSITIVE. : D okay so it helps that there are nice people who listen very well in my class. so yeah... (:
i finally came to the well and complete realization lately how bitchy college can be. i wont elaborate ba. but i guess. its quite. scary-disappointing. how people. can be. and how they can pounce on you and tear you to shreds with their gossip. or your reputation. either one. or both, actually. haha. but yeah its a timely enough reminder that i have to watch everything that i might say or do in college. if i want to stay alive at the end of two years, that is. haha. i hope i will. be alive. at the end of it, that is.
but like xiang-jie says. we have our friends to support us through all that.
haha. today is happy day. i hope tomorrow is just as nice.
